A
Monster's Thoughts
By Ian Stevens
Tear
my heart out and rip it to shreds;
darken
my soul and leave me dead.
Stab
me in the back and watch it bleed.
Yeah,
let the hate grow just like a seed.
Lies,
pain, anger and deception,
these
gifts from you lead my destruction.
Scars
left cold from your black nails
remind
me only of your betrayal.
Then
I take a razor and cut again;
let
my blood flood these thoughts within.
When
I open my eyes, No I don't cry
I
only wish for you to DIE!!!
Should
I forgive you? Fuck NO!
I
just want you to leave me alone,
yet
I still can't get you to go.
Stained
inside with memories cold as snow.
God,
look at the monster that I've become,
this
deep hatred has left my morals numb.
So
cut me open; black my eyes,
see
if I care if I live or die.
See
you in hell bitch, better be there!
Do
you honestly think I care?
Eternal
torture becomes pure bliss
if
your with me suffering all of this.
I've
become a monster created by you,
I
hope my thoughts BURN YOU TOO!!!