Death
By Tears
By Ian Stevens
It
pours rain without a sound
falling
endlessly from the clouds above
and
I lurk in the silent corner of society
as
the frigid water beats my body down.
I
just can't seem to get enough...
Pain...
Numbing
my skin; chilling to the bone
I've
kept myself from going insane
even
though anything would be better than this
because
my soul feels empty and alone.
From
this I've learned there is no gain
as
I lurk in love's dark abyss...
Rain...
A
stream flows right under my feet
and
a rose petal floats in the water
as
memories begin to flood in.....
Time
flies by encasing beauty in sleet;
only
then do I question and ponder
the
trueness of myself and goodness within
as
I stand in the rain...
Crying...
These
thoughts of hat I though could be
make
me wonder how I didn't know
the
truth behind everything; it's hard to believe,
but
from the pain reality shows
what
you really thought of me
and
I lie here...
Dying...
So
as I sit I cry
and
tears mix in with the rain
with
memories of the past bringing torment here;
pain
and horror embracing me
as
I slowly fade away...
Just
another death by tears.....