I walk down
a lonely path
fog and shadow hide the
way;
in this long journey
through life
darkness leads me astray.
My mind is so cold and
barren,
so confused to the point
that in my head
I finally conclude that
nothing will be truly answered
and the sordid thought
lurks that I'd be better off dead.
Sometimes I wonder what the
true purpose of life is,
if our soul and mind will
ever make a change
to our afterlife; will I
ever be satisfied
or must I always feel so
strange?
I don't think that I can
ever achieve true happiness
never transforming my heart
of stone.
I guess I'll just continue
on my way through the dark
and stumble on and on all
alone...
So many questions and yet
no answers;
maybe it would be better
for me to just fade away
just forget all troubles,
sins, and questions in the mind
and be forgotten myself
night by night, day by day.
Here I am once again ready
to disappear into the mist
and go away; to forget
everything before it's too late
after that's done I'll be
happier than I was before
and then what lies up ahead
is all up to fate.
Oh, darkness and shadow
consume me!
Conceal all of my pain and
doubt; let all questions be long gone.
Cease the mental torture
raging within me
and disperse the hatred in
me that has been drawn.
Evil angel take me away
from this life,
forgive my sins and let me
be happy in the way
that I can go to heaven and
have everything explained
otherwise just leave me
alone and let me fade away...
...because I walked down a
lonely path
fog and shadow hide the
way;
in this long journey
through life
darkness leads me astray...
but I seem happier this
way...