Just
End It
By Ian Stevens
Every
night I scream and yell
for
God to help me from this hell.
I
try to mend my heart inside,
but
it bends and breaks every time.
This
hole within me just consumes,
and
emptiness fills every room.
My
heart only blackens into coal
as
nothingness pervades my soul.
I'm
slowly turning insane
from
tolerating all this pain.
Is
love even worth fighting for?
It
only seems to take more and more...
Will
true love ever be mine?
Can
I find happiness overtime?
Love
only hurts me so why try,
the
suffering makes me want to die.
I
give up; there is no hope left.
Hell,
is life even worth to be kept?
God
won't help lead the way;
time
cannot take the pain away.
I'm
just so tired of all of this,
let
me fade in death's abyss...
I
just want it all to END!